January 5, 2009

Rip off the band aid

OUCH!
well today was the dreaded day...
I took Chasen to daycare. :/
It wasn't so bad, dad came with to see his little boy off on his first day out into the real world.
I think what is hard is knowing I'm missing so much. Friday I came home and Ean had a video of Chasen on his phone of him playing with/grabbing at his first toy.....I almost died :(
The hardest part was picking him up...I got the daily report and they said that he cried allot (with 3 underlines) this afternoon and nothing helped, he doesnt like his crib and he has a great smile---that was their report along with feeding times and diaper changes and sleep times.
He didnt sleep much (20min at a time) and i think its because at home he has a nice soft wedge thing he sleeps on
I cried the whole way home because I felt so bad that he had such a bad day. And because he smelled like daycare.
This is why I didnt call them while I was at work cause I didnt want to get all upset at work. I think it will make it even harder to drop him off tomorrow :/
THIS SUCKS!!!
We took another trip this weekend to Minnesota for a wedding and Chasen got to meet aunt Kirsten and som more of mommy's friends.

He loved all the light and noise and was up untill midnight!
Kevin enjoyed the hotel room and pooped on the floor lol.
we made it home okay on sunday through another slick drive.


oh, and Chasen turned 2 months on sunday....my how time flies by.

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