March 4, 2009

I almost forgot....

Happy 4 month Birthday Chasen!!!!!

here he is sick on his monthly birthday and clutching for dear life to that toy!
also here is a pic of him with his first non milk food...pedialyte!


He likes to hold things tight when he is sick, this morning all he wanted was to be held and to hold my finger tight, i tried to remove my finger and he woke up and I got the saddest face ever....which kinda made me feel good and needed :)
pool little guy, Im not sure that things are getting better he just puked up everything he ate and is sleeping now, he hadn't thrown up alllll day, had 5 runny poo's and 4-7 clear wet diapers so the wet diapers is a good sign! And he cried tears, I dont want him to cry but tears = hydration!!

Now im feeling sick to my stomach, im not sure if its the copious amounts of coffee, or the fact that I give myself an ulcer every time he is sick, I just worry that Im gonna miss something and he's gonna get so sick he dies....Im not kidding .... its a legitimate fear of mine....irrational maybe, but Im telling myself its a normal feeling for new moms ;)
Denial works for me ;)

praying for health, wealth and sleep!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

ohhh yeah I know how you feel... my lil man is so sick and I'm so worried he's gonna throw up and start choking on it that I sleep in the recliner with him on my chest... that way if he makes the slighest move i wake up. And i find myself reaching back in the back seat and flicking his cheek just to wake him up when we drive somewhere! I think its a new mommy thing :)

Kendra said...

I think the worrying comes right along with having kids. I still worry about Taryn when she is sick. I think its harder though with babies because they can't really tell you what hurts.