Margarita Mama

So I don't think I "officially" announced it on here that I sort of officially quit my job.
My last day night was April 17th (a nice little birthday gift!) and although I didn't actually quit I only have to work one day every 6 months.
Now, why would I do that?
So I can keep my licence active and so I can keep my foot in the door should something happen and we need me to work more.
I will probably work more in the winter since Ean is able to stay home half the day while I sleep but in the summer that just isn't possible.
The boys had their last day of daycare which was a little sad but since they only went one day a week any way I don't think Chasen has noticed yet and he may not.

So this NEW job is great!!
The good days are so so good. The one's I will remember and cherish always and look back on when my kids are grown and gone.
But the bad days..... ohh they are bad.
I think they are so bad because I feel guilty for having a bad day when this is what I wanted.
But ya know everyone "hates" their job every now and then.
except for maybe Tosh. How could he hate his job ;)-- I love that show!

Monday was a bad day.
Dashtyn was up every 1.5 to 2 hours, I'm not sure why? and Chasen woke me up at on point too. I don't think I slept more then 45min stretches.
Then Ean woke me up at 5:30 to tell me that kevin literally sprayed poop all over downstairs but he needed to leave at 5 and can't help me clean it up.
It took me an hour to clean it up.
I was cranky all day and Chasen was not listening at all and dashtyn still wasn't sleeping and Ean didn't come home till 10pm
That's the hard part about this job there are no breaks.

But the benefits are sooo great and priceless

 oh and i can drink on the job. of course never more then one!

 and when dad is home i do get a little sleep